Seconds became minutes, minutes became hours,hours became a days,days became weeks ,weeks became months .Shivansh was in NICU for complete 100 days .Those 100 days were the worst part of my life .I was helpless,I was hopeless also sometimes .
I was a mother but my baby could not drink my milk,I was a mother but I couldn't hold my baby for first 15 days, I was a mother but I couldn't see my baby for 4 days 💔 😔. How unlucky I am as a mother. I felt like the most unlucky mother is me .
This photo was taken when shivansh came to warmer after 50 days .As I already shared he was in incubator with ventilators.
I think what happens to women when they become mothers is that there's something in us that changes completely.The minute I saw the baby out of my body and i looked at his face, i suddenly realized that you're not important anymore in fact no body is important at that point .There's somebody else more important than me my son shivansh. It's the first time in our lives that we realise we love somebody more than ourselves. When that moment happened in my life, for me, there was nothing more important than my child."Not even my parents ,sibling , in laws , friends that time my only focus was shivansh . I was devastated.
